You are the only one :))

ayang, remember this song ? hehe! its been so long I hear this song .. I miss our "honeymoon" period :)) 

Awesome-ness~ !!

Please Don't Stop the Rain.

Feeling like you got no place to run, I can be your shelter till it's done.

:))

My Happy Pills !! :))

See that ?? hehehe! ayang bought for me !! I'm super duper HAPPY ! and i'm loving it :)) I wore it to work today .. hahaha! KIASU gitu .. Was supposed to take my half day leave today to take care of Maria, but ended up work for the whole day .. I'll make sure to claim for atleast half of my monthly allowance from my Boss this month :)) ayang, thank you so much for yesterday :)) I'm soo happy with you last night :)) shopping was great .. and also the KOI drink !! hahaha !! plus the Qiji Meal and also the ehem ehem :)) and I love playing soap bubbles with you !! :)) and after yesterday, luckily I managed to reach work on time, despite waking up late .. or else, my Boss will nag at me :)) So, tonight, I will be sleeping early :)) gotta work again tomorrow .. duhh! this new trainee really have a thick skull I gotta drill in :)) Don't come home too late okay ayang .. you're working tomorrow .. i'll stop here for now :)) Toodles~

iloveyou Khairul Izam :))

Patience is Virtue

Didn't managed to sleep for the past 2 days, taking care of my sick little girl .. Alhamdulillah, she's recovering now :)) but still, was accused of doing things that I've never thought of doing again .. well, this is life i guess .. people will think about all ur wrongdoings .. i'll just gotta be patient because I know what is happening around me .. Whoever is in this drama, I wish you luck .. May karma find their way to you soon .. I will not do anything .. neither will I confront you, I will just sit and watch each and every of your movement :)) I sincerely hope u're happy with what u've done to my life .. to my daughter's life too .. Thank you so much for ruining us :)) I posted this on Facebook, so I really wish that you will be busybody enough to read my blog :)) You have done a tremendous job and I applaud you for that :))

Ayang, I miss you so much .. I miss talking to you .. I won't be around from tomorrow onwards :( I gotta settle what is needed to be settled .. I will be missing both you and Maria .. Please take care of yourself ayang .. I love you .. I will always do :) Even if I'm not there to give you my attention, u'll always be on my mind .. Always .. I just hope you open your eyes wide enough to believe that there are people who's still ruining people's relationship .. Hasat Dengki, Dendam .. I really miss you :( I'll be going at 8:30am in the morning tomorrow .. I will definitely call you before I go .. I love you ayang .. 

Maria's 6 mths :))

The love of my life,
The light in my world,
It's only you,
My precious baby girl :))

Nur Maria Arianna, you're 6 months old !!
Stay bubbly, hyperactive and adorable !!
iloveyou :)

Yours truly, Mama :))

PhotoCopy :))

Okay, yang ini, muke ayang and Maria PHOTOCOPY abes :)) 

He's not perfect.

this is what i've learnt about MY MAN :))

Maria's first solid food :))

Maria's FIRST solid food :)) ayang, your little girl is enjoying her food :)) 

21st March 2010

ayang, i miss you :( im sorry for not calling you last night. i was sleepy after taking my medication. im sorry. please don't say what you said this morning okay :( you know i will always put you to sleep whenever im feeling well .. you know i will always give my 100% attention when im not sick. i miss those times when we have nothing to think of, nothing to do besides schooling, we can laze around anytime we want. Going to the beach with our peaceful mind :) remember ?can we do all that again :)) i wanna go to the beach !! hehe !! i miss US ayang .. i really miss that .. :(

P/S: iloveyou! <3

Sick Sick Sick :(

Im SICK !! i hate to be sick :( ayang, i miss you. i'm sorry i didn't called you last night .. i was asleep after putting maria to bed .. she's still sick too :( vomited at work again this afternoon .. ayang, kite dah jarang bebual this few days .. i guess because u're buzy with work .. and, im buzy taking care of Maria :( but, it's okay. i understand :)) okay, i don't know why i posted up this song .. but, i think its kinda cute .. haha! im gonna continue later .. gonna watch my favourite TV show NOWW :)) Toodless ~

Okay, I've already put ayang to sleep, and I shall continue blogging for a while more before I go to bed .. ayang, im sorry for scolding you earlier on .. i just miss u soo much .. and i can't wait to tell you whatever happened yesterday .. im sorry :( you've been working soo hard lately .. please have time to rest and eat okay ?? btw, can we go to the beach this weekend ?? dah lame kite tak pegi beach kan ? tapi nanti Maria panas pulak kat sane .. jauh pulak tu :( well, im gonna turn in soon .. working tmr :)) gdnite, sweet dreams ayang .. iloveyou !! see you in my dreamland :)) hehehee ! 

iloveyou ayang :))

So you think my man can't give me happiness? Let me tell you this, he's the one who brought me closer to ALLAH, he's the one who made me change for the better, he's the one who stood by me when the world is against me & criticizing for starting to change & wear hijab, he's the reason I'll always shed my tears, but then in another hand, he showed me the meaning of true love & happiness, he's the one who fed me when I have no money, he's the one who never ever ever gave up on me thou I made a lot of mistake, he's the only one, none other than Khairul Izam. Despite all the tantrums, anger, vulgarities that we've thrown to each other, he still handle me when I'm at my worst .. People make mistake & we've been thru the worst, & of cos we changed for the better. I'm not gonna care what others think about me or him, cos he's the best & will always be. ♥

* this is my recent post on Facebook :)) I want everybody to know that, I've choose the right person to be with for the rest of my life *