My Happy Pills !! :))

See that ?? hehehe! ayang bought for me !! I'm super duper HAPPY ! and i'm loving it :)) I wore it to work today .. hahaha! KIASU gitu .. Was supposed to take my half day leave today to take care of Maria, but ended up work for the whole day .. I'll make sure to claim for atleast half of my monthly allowance from my Boss this month :)) ayang, thank you so much for yesterday :)) I'm soo happy with you last night :)) shopping was great .. and also the KOI drink !! hahaha !! plus the Qiji Meal and also the ehem ehem :)) and I love playing soap bubbles with you !! :)) and after yesterday, luckily I managed to reach work on time, despite waking up late .. or else, my Boss will nag at me :)) So, tonight, I will be sleeping early :)) gotta work again tomorrow .. duhh! this new trainee really have a thick skull I gotta drill in :)) Don't come home too late okay ayang .. you're working tomorrow .. i'll stop here for now :)) Toodles~

iloveyou Khairul Izam :))

Patience is Virtue

Didn't managed to sleep for the past 2 days, taking care of my sick little girl .. Alhamdulillah, she's recovering now :)) but still, was accused of doing things that I've never thought of doing again .. well, this is life i guess .. people will think about all ur wrongdoings .. i'll just gotta be patient because I know what is happening around me .. Whoever is in this drama, I wish you luck .. May karma find their way to you soon .. I will not do anything .. neither will I confront you, I will just sit and watch each and every of your movement :)) I sincerely hope u're happy with what u've done to my life .. to my daughter's life too .. Thank you so much for ruining us :)) I posted this on Facebook, so I really wish that you will be busybody enough to read my blog :)) You have done a tremendous job and I applaud you for that :))

Ayang, I miss you so much .. I miss talking to you .. I won't be around from tomorrow onwards :( I gotta settle what is needed to be settled .. I will be missing both you and Maria .. Please take care of yourself ayang .. I love you .. I will always do :) Even if I'm not there to give you my attention, u'll always be on my mind .. Always .. I just hope you open your eyes wide enough to believe that there are people who's still ruining people's relationship .. Hasat Dengki, Dendam .. I really miss you :( I'll be going at 8:30am in the morning tomorrow .. I will definitely call you before I go .. I love you ayang .. 

Maria's 6 mths :))

The love of my life,
The light in my world,
It's only you,
My precious baby girl :))

Nur Maria Arianna, you're 6 months old !!
Stay bubbly, hyperactive and adorable !!
iloveyou :)

Yours truly, Mama :))

PhotoCopy :))

Okay, yang ini, muke ayang and Maria PHOTOCOPY abes :)) 

He's not perfect.

this is what i've learnt about MY MAN :))

Maria's first solid food :))

Maria's FIRST solid food :)) ayang, your little girl is enjoying her food :)) 

21st March 2010

ayang, i miss you :( im sorry for not calling you last night. i was sleepy after taking my medication. im sorry. please don't say what you said this morning okay :( you know i will always put you to sleep whenever im feeling well .. you know i will always give my 100% attention when im not sick. i miss those times when we have nothing to think of, nothing to do besides schooling, we can laze around anytime we want. Going to the beach with our peaceful mind :) remember ?can we do all that again :)) i wanna go to the beach !! hehe !! i miss US ayang .. i really miss that .. :(

P/S: iloveyou! <3