Here's for you, ayang :))

I've editted the video, and here it is, as promised :)) I hope you like it. iloveyou!

Ombak Rindu

I will always love you :')

ayang, the last song is one of your favourite song right :)) i miss you :(

Wish you were here

Ayang, I wish you were here :'(

imissyou!

Ayang, specially for you :'(

Maria Dancing :))

See my cute little girl learns how to dance :)) 

:))

You’ve got that smile,

That only heaven can make

I pray to God everyday

That you keep that smile.

There’s not a thing I won’t do

I’ll give my life up for you

cause you are my dream

And baby, everything that I have is yours,

You will never go cold or hungry.

I’ll be there when you’re insecure,

Let you know that you’re always lovely

Cause you are the only thing that I got right now

One day when the sky is falling,

I’ll be standing right next to you,

Nothing will ever come between us cos

I’ll be standing right next to you,

Right next to you.

I had ur child,

You make my life complete 

Just to have your eyes on our little me

That’d would be ours forever.

iloveyou ayang :')

Stick Wtih You :))

Here's my cute little girl :)) mcm budak Korea atau Japan ?? hahaha !! well,I'm glad everything is settled for Sue :)) yesterday was fun ! ayang wasn't working and he fetched me at KKH .. we then had dinner together .. I really enjoyed spending time with you last night :)) thanks for sending me back home at 1am in the morning, though you gotta walk back home in the middle of the night .. thank you ayang :)) ayang ! i've already done my research abt the Boutique Hotel that we watched on TV yesterday !! haha !! I've already get all the necessary details :)) InsyaAllah, we'll go there one day okay :)) I It's already November !! and then, the end of the year :))   Alhamdulillah, so far, things have been good our side .. our relationship, our cute little girl and our careers :)) I hope things will stay as it is .. Ayang, remember tau, I wanna go to Arbite Cafe for their Pastas !! :)) it looks appetizing :)) 

I wanna take my nap for a while .. im shagged ! till then, Toodless ~

Iloveyou ayang :))

Arbite's Website : http://arbite.com.sg/index.php

Wanderlust Hotel

2 Dickson Road, Singapore 209494

Tel. +65 6396 3322

http://www.splendia.com/en/wanderlust-singapore.html#rooms

Shagged !!

im damn shagged :( pity ayang, he's tired but still need to go to work today .. but still, yesterday night was fun :)) and forgetting my first day in NUH too :)) alot of experience that i've faced .. so, after work, went to meet buddy arai, max and azy at Suntec City, then we proceed to East Coast Lagoon to meet Boss :)) We ordered alot of scrumptious food !! I was very full till my uniform was abt to stretch further .. hahaha ! a while later, ayang came over from JB :)) thank you ayang for making time after work to meet me there :)) so, when ayang came, he ordered his set of food :)) after joking ard, we then strolled along the pavement at East Coast Park :)) it's been soo long me and ayang went there .. while walking, it started to rain .. we then decided to go back home since everybody is tired already .. we flagged the cab back home ..

Okay, I delayed posting out this post because i have forgotten all abt it .. haha ! Here you go readers :))

You are the only one :))

ayang, remember this song ? hehe! its been so long I hear this song .. I miss our "honeymoon" period :)) 

Awesome-ness~ !!

Please Don't Stop the Rain.

Feeling like you got no place to run, I can be your shelter till it's done.

:))

My Happy Pills !! :))

See that ?? hehehe! ayang bought for me !! I'm super duper HAPPY ! and i'm loving it :)) I wore it to work today .. hahaha! KIASU gitu .. Was supposed to take my half day leave today to take care of Maria, but ended up work for the whole day .. I'll make sure to claim for atleast half of my monthly allowance from my Boss this month :)) ayang, thank you so much for yesterday :)) I'm soo happy with you last night :)) shopping was great .. and also the KOI drink !! hahaha !! plus the Qiji Meal and also the ehem ehem :)) and I love playing soap bubbles with you !! :)) and after yesterday, luckily I managed to reach work on time, despite waking up late .. or else, my Boss will nag at me :)) So, tonight, I will be sleeping early :)) gotta work again tomorrow .. duhh! this new trainee really have a thick skull I gotta drill in :)) Don't come home too late okay ayang .. you're working tomorrow .. i'll stop here for now :)) Toodles~

iloveyou Khairul Izam :))

Patience is Virtue

Didn't managed to sleep for the past 2 days, taking care of my sick little girl .. Alhamdulillah, she's recovering now :)) but still, was accused of doing things that I've never thought of doing again .. well, this is life i guess .. people will think about all ur wrongdoings .. i'll just gotta be patient because I know what is happening around me .. Whoever is in this drama, I wish you luck .. May karma find their way to you soon .. I will not do anything .. neither will I confront you, I will just sit and watch each and every of your movement :)) I sincerely hope u're happy with what u've done to my life .. to my daughter's life too .. Thank you so much for ruining us :)) I posted this on Facebook, so I really wish that you will be busybody enough to read my blog :)) You have done a tremendous job and I applaud you for that :))

Ayang, I miss you so much .. I miss talking to you .. I won't be around from tomorrow onwards :( I gotta settle what is needed to be settled .. I will be missing both you and Maria .. Please take care of yourself ayang .. I love you .. I will always do :) Even if I'm not there to give you my attention, u'll always be on my mind .. Always .. I just hope you open your eyes wide enough to believe that there are people who's still ruining people's relationship .. Hasat Dengki, Dendam .. I really miss you :( I'll be going at 8:30am in the morning tomorrow .. I will definitely call you before I go .. I love you ayang .. 

Maria's 6 mths :))

The love of my life,
The light in my world,
It's only you,
My precious baby girl :))

Nur Maria Arianna, you're 6 months old !!
Stay bubbly, hyperactive and adorable !!
iloveyou :)

Yours truly, Mama :))

PhotoCopy :))

Okay, yang ini, muke ayang and Maria PHOTOCOPY abes :)) 

He's not perfect.

this is what i've learnt about MY MAN :))

Maria's first solid food :))

Maria's FIRST solid food :)) ayang, your little girl is enjoying her food :)) 

21st March 2010

ayang, i miss you :( im sorry for not calling you last night. i was sleepy after taking my medication. im sorry. please don't say what you said this morning okay :( you know i will always put you to sleep whenever im feeling well .. you know i will always give my 100% attention when im not sick. i miss those times when we have nothing to think of, nothing to do besides schooling, we can laze around anytime we want. Going to the beach with our peaceful mind :) remember ?can we do all that again :)) i wanna go to the beach !! hehe !! i miss US ayang .. i really miss that .. :(

P/S: iloveyou! <3

Sick Sick Sick :(

Im SICK !! i hate to be sick :( ayang, i miss you. i'm sorry i didn't called you last night .. i was asleep after putting maria to bed .. she's still sick too :( vomited at work again this afternoon .. ayang, kite dah jarang bebual this few days .. i guess because u're buzy with work .. and, im buzy taking care of Maria :( but, it's okay. i understand :)) okay, i don't know why i posted up this song .. but, i think its kinda cute .. haha! im gonna continue later .. gonna watch my favourite TV show NOWW :)) Toodless ~

Okay, I've already put ayang to sleep, and I shall continue blogging for a while more before I go to bed .. ayang, im sorry for scolding you earlier on .. i just miss u soo much .. and i can't wait to tell you whatever happened yesterday .. im sorry :( you've been working soo hard lately .. please have time to rest and eat okay ?? btw, can we go to the beach this weekend ?? dah lame kite tak pegi beach kan ? tapi nanti Maria panas pulak kat sane .. jauh pulak tu :( well, im gonna turn in soon .. working tmr :)) gdnite, sweet dreams ayang .. iloveyou !! see you in my dreamland :)) hehehee !